i didn't want to anymore. then why's it got to hurt this way?
just false pretend?

even in all his absense he's always with me. he's in my heart, in my soul. now every bit of me hurts & i didn't see it coming. & all i want, is for the pain to stop at once.

to rip my heart out and take all the pain away. if only i could... i would.

[.: all the while i was dreaming of revelry :.]
[.: i know i'm not crazy, i just lost my will :.]